Small Town Therapist: Hope for Valentine's Day

The most adorable Rufus

Grands are the easiest to love

Some of my fab family

Dearest ones in loving embrace

The story of the wise mallard

All you need is love...       
        The Beatles

Love conquers all things except poverty and toothache.   Mae West

 

 

Those of us who are lucky and privileged enough to find someone to love are among the earth's most blessed. If, in fact, we are loved deeply in return, lovely. However, to be loved is not the goal. Instead, it is our duty as human beings to get out there every day and love. The best of us are humanists-- by definition: a person having a strong concern about human welfare, values and dignity. My humble request--- try not to be an exclusionists, [a word that my spell checker doesn't approve of]. Exclusionists are the ones with a club or a camp that you or others cannot belong. You're not white enough, not Jewish or Christian enough, not heterosexual enough, not male enough--- you get the picture. Enough already.

 

Now, I'm not suggesting that you have to live with, donate to, have  dinner or embrace people that make your teeth hurt, but, yes you do have to love and respect them as human beings. This becomes most challenging with people who lie repeatedly, who approve of the torture and murder, or the drug addicts that sell their babies for their next fix, and myriad other evil doers. But I don't have to hate them, that takes up too much room in my head or heart. My favorite take on this subject I witnessed. I saw a young teen, [Afro-ed, tattooed], wearing a T shirt that proclaimed "I heart [emoticon] haters!". This exemplifies the humor that Mel Brooks used so successfully in "The Producers", making fun of Hitler. Or the Coen brothers movie 'O Brother Where Art Thou' who showed that haters are truly ridiculous. How about the silliness of the KKK or Skinheads? Men dressed as nuns, men shaving their heads to look frightening. The only word that comes to mind is childish and then again, most children are not that stupid or cruel.

 Love is not exclusionary, it's kind and springs forward in all manners, shapes and forms. Take the picture of the mother duck who brought forth her ducklings in one of the fountains at the Chicago Art Institute. My sisters and I at first laughed about how goofy it was to see the little quackers among the posh diners. Then we started talking about how smart the little mallard was to do this: no predators and the bonus of protection via the hordes of people who were lunching al fresco. So, a lesson from a duck, that love takes intelligence, strategy, sacrifice and caring, is also evident in the animal kingdom.        

What I'm hoping for this Valentine's Day is a more humanist day, one that embraces the concept of gentle goodness and spreading love to all you encounter. I am fond of saying: kindness doesn't cost a cent, but it reaps great dividends.

               

 In shallow shoals, English soles do it,                        goldfish in the privacy of bowls do it,

let's do it, let's fall in love.                      Cole Porter

Falling in love is fabulous, staying in love requires a certain energy and commitment. Really, if you are with the right person for you it is not a huge effort, it can be fun, exciting, interesting, comfortable, dear, funny, delicious and tender. I realize that I am contradicting the self help books, but think about it, do you have friends that are difficult for you any time you're around them? If so, how in heavens name do you sustain the friendship? Most of these 'friendships' dwindle and die a natural death. So, if you are coupled with someone who is a daily challenge, get thee to a counselor, the sooner the better, perhaps there's a chance to make it easier.

Some of us carry more responsibility  

The only nice thing about being imperfect is the joy it brings to others.                                      Doug Larson

 

I know love is give and take, and in a loving relationship, it's important to gracefully give more good feelings and comfort than you take. Here's hoping that this Valentine's Day you'll be filled with grace and out there giving good feelings and comfort to any and all in you path. Love is all there is and all you need, unless you are broke or have a toothache.

Personally, I feel as though I am a darling partner and easy to be with at all times. I was telling Mr. G, as we were driving down the road, my ideas about love and committed relationships. I said, "you know, I don't believe that marriage or a committed relationship has to be such hard work..." There was a resounding silence in the car. O, well. Happy Valentine's Day.

susansmagicfeather copyright 2024 Susan R. Grout   

Jane - She'd Be 93

Jane, about 5 months old

Her engagement picture

This post is for our dearest Mom, Grandma Jane, Great Gramma,
Here is the text from the eulogy that Trisha prepared and we all her kids contributed to. I thought it would be good to remember her each year on her birthday with stories and songs and love. I know it's a bit early but D and I are about to travel. Love to all -S

This is from Trisha:

Our house was raucous—vibrant with music and laughter and art projects. Now it’s true that much of it came from our dad, but the core was really always mother, Jane. One way to know that singing was a part of us, was that we had three dinner-time rules which mom instituted: “wash your hands for dinner,”  “scrape it, rinse it, and put it in the dishwasher,” and “no singing at the dinner table.” And each of these could actually be sung: testimony to our mom’s deep sense of rhythm and pitch. And she could whistle. Slick as a rancher with ranch hands: she could call us all in from blocks around. We knew her call.

And she had a beautiful singing voice which she’d break into at morning, noon, and night. You could hear her singing upstairs making beds or downstairs throwing in a load in a rich sure alto. (You could hear Dad, too, but his singing came mostly at night.) She sang us songs she learned from her daddy: “Oh, Peter he was wicked, I asked him for a ticket,” and from the romance of her teens: “When the deep purple falls,” and from the musicals of the fifties and sixties: “Take me along if you love’a me…” This love of music, this infusion of song carried into all of our lives. Still does. There has not been a birth, death, wedding, funeral, or baptism, for that matter when we didn’t sing. Because of her.

The art poured from our house through the veins of Jane’s arms. She painted our portraits when we were little (and big), bribing us to get us to sit still for a half hour or so when necessary. She took classes in water color and portraiture finding a mentor in her beloved George Straub. The amazing thing, I think, about her paintings and sketches  is that you can actually see her, you can see her hands at work even through the finished piece. Maybe that’s we treasure her work so. Maybe that’s why we all—even her grandchildren—have a painting or two on our walls.

Mom had an active mind—a voracious reader, an avid arguer, a mean Scrabble player, a daily crossword puzzler, and one not afraid to ask questions of the usually pat answers: “I’m not sure if I believe that!” I’m not sure, however, if she was exposing a doubt, or just getting us to question, to be inquisitive.

You can read the travelogue of her about her early accomplishments. But recently she told me a little story I’d never heard. While in Tomahawk, she’d been given the lead to the first grade play, and then got the chicken pox,  and had to stay home for a week while she recovered, and was shocked beyond belief to find out that the role had been given to someone else when she returned. They gave someone else her part?! She knew she was star-material.

She had a great sense of humor and could be self-effacing. Jane was sometimes called Sharon Jane for a misstep in buying a dress for Sally when she was in high school. She’d gotten the monogram SJR for Sarah Jane Ricketts, then she looked aghast realizing that she’d purchased the dress, and it might not fit Sally, then she couldn’t return it, then what would she do with the dress? She said, “Well, I’ll just call myself Stupid Jane Ricketts and wear it.” We told her we could just call her Sharon Jane Ricketts instead. I think Sally actually wore the dress.

Mom ate with a vigor—con mucho gusto—not realized by most. Even into our teen years, mom would be at the end of the table, having eaten her entire dinner, and say, “Whatever you’re not going to eat, pass it down here.” And she’d eat like a truck driver probably due to the enormous energy she needed in raising six kids—five girls in seven years! And then Bob, the cherry on her children parfait.

She was really something. She taught us our prayers and to have faith in ourselves. Each night we’d pray for “Sally, Susan, Trisha, Florence, Kathleen, and Bobby.” So I’m going to leave you with some passing thoughts from each…in our birth order.

 

At Naomi and Aaron's wedding

This from Sally: After our dad, Bob Ricketts, died in 1987, I was privileged to find an amazing and wonderful new relationship with my mother. She became my best friend. As it turned out, mom had a sharp wit and a great sense of humor which had been overshadowed by our father's ebullience and charm. [Mom and I had many conversations over the years and we visited often. She kept saying every trip to PNW was her last but the last was actually in 2009 when she made it to Katie's wedding.] Jane was full of love, wisdom, and generosity lavishing all of us with gifts all the time. That is quite a legacy. She is my mentor who taught me how to live and love and be generous, how to question everything, how to wonder, and how to let go. I loved to hang out with her and just be. We talked or not, took naps, ate meals, read, read the paper while she did the crosswords, discussed books and watched movies. [Just being with my mom or talking to her on the phone was a comfort and a joy to me.] She called me Angel and Sarah Jane, and I call her blessed and dear.

This from Susan: I am the sole survivor of the Friday morning book club—phone call exchanges we had—and I will treasure our sharing authors and books for the rest of my life. She loved to study: art, literature, people and characters. And what a straight shooter! You always got the truth from Mom. I loved sharing time with her and delighted in her wisdom and sense of humor. Though there will be no “Cookbook by Jane,” she did give me the recipes for an excellent and rich life: always tell the truth; give often and generously to those you love and the causes you believe in; keep in touch and spend time together; appreciate the finer things in life: good food, art, literature, your children; be industrious; have a sense of humor especially about yourself and love, love, love. I am so lucky to have had this mother; her words ring in my heart and her fabulous art works grace my walls. She is and always will be so dear to me.

This from Trisha: I can remember being a very little girl and it was summer and I had taken the risk of walking across Lincoln Avenue to go to Chandler Park all by myself. When I got home, I worried that I might be in trouble, so I told her what I’d done. She looked up from darning a sock (I am not kidding!) and a smile broke out over her face and she said, “Good for you, Trisha!”  Take risks. Be brave, eh? About two weeks ago, when she was in the hospital with pneumonia, I asked her if she was afraid. She said to me. "Oh, no…I look upon my death with joy." A little shocking, isn’t it? When I asked her if she were praying, she said, "Oh, yes.” And when I asked her what she was praying, she said, “I’m praying for courage." Her prayer was answered. She was courageous through and through and she sent us that message from childhood ‘til her last breath.

This from Chin: What a gal!  She was elegant and well put together. She had a great sense of style. She always took care of our needs. I am thankful we had a long letter relationship where we shared so much. She told me how much she loved getting these letters. [Mom was always there at all the big events and parties.] A teacher of songs. Strong and brave, a good traveler and woman of courage. She shared all her gifts with us, her talents and her way of seeing the world. She will always be my teacher.  Being called to her side for those last few hours of her life I witnessed her courage to the last, her beautiful last gift. I am privileged and blessed to have had Jane Florence McHenry Ricketts Tiernan as my mother. 

This from Kathleen: Mom was so generous. She gave me her Buick! And when Steve & I had the opportunity to go to Europe the summer of '72, it was Mom that talked Dad into lending us the do-re-mi. They also lent us the money for the down payment on our 1st house. Oh, and, I love that Mom let us play outside all the time. I love that Mom always encouraged us to color & draw & sing & dance. 

I remember performing a song & dance for Mom at 2819 & of course I thought I was great & I asked Mom for her opinion & she said, "That's good for your age". It would be a phrase repeated often.
Mom made the best gravy on the planet! And how about that creamed curried salmon with peas! Silly huh?

This from Bobby: Jane.Mama.Mama honey. I think it took thirty years, but I finally beat her at Scrabble. She never showed any mercy even when I was only 10. "You'll learn better that way" was how she put it after another shellacking. She was right. Learn I did. Because of her I learned about life, music, art and something that one would not think about her: patience. She always seemed to be moving through whatever the situation at hyper-speed (“aren't you better yet ?”),but she realized that sometimes the long wait was necessary. With me it was the long road to find the love of my life, my wonderful wife. Mom loved Senja as much as any of her own children, I can tell you this because Senja felt it too. And being with Bob Ricketts for 40+ years, you gotta know patience !
I spent her last week with her, and those moments will always be dear to me. She even sang to me "Kansas City" from Oklahoma ! ! Still remembered all the words! I was going to play and sing for her, but did not because I knew I would start to cry. I knew there would be time for that. Thanks, Mom, you made us all better people.

And, so, even though she always said, “I’m going to let you go” after a conversation on the phone…the solidity and love lingers. She was so strong, so beautiful, so talented.

Mom, we’re never going to let you go.

Mom's Memorial, a grand event

Ideas on Saving Civilization: Here Are a Few

The women of Africa, Beads for Life

A small house in Venice

Take what you need and leave the rest.
Al Anon

It sometimes seems that the world is divided into Roman attitudes and Catholic attitudes. "The Romans are the rich and powerful...run things their way, must always accrue more because they instinctively believe there will never be enough to go around; the catholics, as their name implies are universalists who instinctively believe that all humanity makes one family, that every human being is equal...and God will provide." Thomas Cahill

I foolishly thought this was a ferry, no just some rich dude's individual yacht

Sigh. My hope and desire for change for this world, as I have expressed in other posts, is not so black and white. It's silly to say: you must choose, it's either the view of Romans or just the beliefs of catholics. A "both/and" mentality works for me and I see it as more helpful. For example, the truth is there is more than enough to go around [money, food] and as every kindergartner is taught, we need to share. I believe that there are limited resources on earth, eg. over fishing and driving some animals to extinction, and so we should cherish, respect and protect our earth. 

On the Catholic side I'll go with all humanity is one family [DNA can connect us all], we are all equal [think of babies in a nursery, then decide, who is better, who is worse...] but God does not always provide. Sadly, there are still people in this vast world of ours, through no fault of their own, who are starving or have no access to clean water, or are living in a constant battlefield. Really, no matter how hard they worship or pray they are going to need some help from humans who have the ability to come to their aid. I believe that you might have to defend yourself against the powerful and especially the bullies---unlike what the poor, peace loving little monks did. However, prior to battle first use diplomacy, intelligence, kindness, firmness and persuasion. I believe we cannot keep senselessly over populating the earth and it is our privilege to disseminate birth control to any family that wants it. I believe that it is obscene the amount of money that a very few have particularly those who [unlike the Gates's] are unwilling to share. Examples: CEOs, entertainers, bankers, drug lords, money launderers and our sportsmen, all of these people make thousands of percentages more than the average worker. Whatever happened to noblesse oblige? 

The women of Africa are going to save that country.     Jane Ricketts

Now, am I seriously suggesting that the wealthy should wrap up $100 or $1000 bills and mail them off to families in need? [Although if they did so to a needy family anonymously, how cool is that?] No. However, they could help with the scholarships or the infrastructure or giving tools and building schools to enable children and adults who most require it, to have an education. The 'teach a man/woman to fish and he/she will feed himself forever' philosophy strikes me as the best for most of the civilization. 

To name one country that is in serious need, let's focus on Africa. Currently there are many worthwhile organizations doing a wonderful job of helping in Africa [Doctor's without Borders, etc.]. Last year one of my dear friends, who frequently volunteers in Africa, came to our community with "Beads for Life" just prior to Thanksgiving. With joy the community responded buying all of the lovely earrings, necklaces and bracelets that the women of Uganda had crafted for sale. Those who weren't interested in jewelry gave money. Here's a plus: statistically those who are generous are the happiest people.

Why am I on such a tear about giving? I just read an article about people from many different countries who purchased $124 million condos in London [where money laundering is rampant]. I was disgusted and figured that money could have propped up several small countries in Africa. Pocket change for these people. Can you spell narcissism?

Granted, we have a lot of lovely, generous, good people who do set up foundations and help the needy. But like the narrow minded Romans we also have too many selfish, greedy, dishonest people running the world. I am hoping that the world could be run by the people that have a leaning toward generosity, bravery, peace, honesty and fairness. The people who promote learning and reading, giving and being industrious. The Nelson Mandellas, the Gandhis, the Benizer Bhuttos and the little Malalas of this world who understand that you have to be so very brave and stick up for what you believe in---- even if it costs you your life.

I'd love to hear your ideas. Thanks for reading.

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What Lessons Can We Learn from the Wee Monks?

We have to keep science education as science. Show me one piece of evidence [that the world is only 6000 years old] I would change immediately.                                     Bill Nye to creationist advocate Ken Ham

This morning I was handed the greatest opening I could wish for this essay. Bill Nye, the science guy debated a Creationist, Ken Ham [on Feb. 4th] and, according to the newspaper I read, gave him a good shellacking. Bill used facts [carbon dating] humor, wit and wisdom to counter the absurd argument his opponent postured that the earth is only 6000 years old based on what the Bible says [I believe the Bible believes 'an eye for an eye' also and that the 'world is flat' and created in 7 days].  These creationist want to force their erroneous beliefs on children as science [currently doing this in Texas and Kansas], which dear readers, has absolutely not a shred of proof. This is perfect timing for me as I am stating that certain religious beliefs have led to wars, starvation, illiteracy, poverty and abuse--- especially of women and children.

The weight of the Irish influence on the continent is incalculable.                                                                         James Westfall Thompson

In the 5th and 6th century when the Irish monks were establishing their monasteries they reached out to anyone who came to them because their belief was "God will provide"*. Luckily for them when they traveled to England and Scotland they were greeted with open arms by the English Christians [in Lindisfarne for one]. These Christians respected the monks as their wise elders. Then the English Christians borrowed generously from the monks. They learned to read and soon were caught up in also copying books, educating themselves on many subjects, and creating the Lindisfarne gospels [called the Book of Kells]. If only the various other tribes of Christians had co operated with one another as did these Christians, :the world would indeed be a different place".

Charlemagne's era [about 800 AD] is another example of co operation with the monks. Because he was agreeable and friendly Charlemagne greatly improved the literacy rates of his country men and women. He claimed he "loved the wandering monks". When he died the improvement did not last long, greed and selfishness returned to the church and the country leading to more illiteracy.

So, you're probably asking yourself, what caused the downfall of this great, influential little nation? Quite simply they were beaten into the ground. They were beaten by tribes who stole and destroyed their books and sacked their monasteries. Starting in the last part of the 8th century, the Vikings discovered that the peaceful monks were easy pickings and continued their pillaging on and off for almost a century. The monks buried their precious books and metal-ware in the ground, or as in the case of the Book of Kells, "brought the book to the inland foundation of Kells." To this day in Ireland people are discovering goblets and other metal treasures from the 8th and 9th century. 

The courtyard's filled with water
and the great earls where are they?
The earls, the lady, the people 
beaten into the clay. 
anonymous poet Kilcash

"In the 16th century the colonizing Elizabethans cut down the Irish forests" to punish them for guerrilla attacks [sound familiar?] Then in the 17th century it was the Calvinist Cromwellians who slaughtered them. The 18th century brought the Penal Laws which denied Catholics the rights of citizens. Then the final capper was the famines of the 19th century. It culminated with the 'Great Hunger' that nearly finish the Irish off. Almost l million people died of hunger from 1845-51, while "her majesty's government sat on it's hands". Millions emigrated to N. America [including my relatives] and Australia. 

An ancient painting that the people who don't believe in dinosaurs would not accept as ancient

When you beat a people down, when you deprive them of their rights, when you force them to believe things that are unfair and that this is their lot in life, you create depression in a people and a nation. We, our country, created this after the civil war with the repeated attacks by the "Christian" members of the KKK to the people of color, by the cruel laws of Jim Crow imposed upon the south and by the incredibly inadequate conditions of the schools that the Native Americans and African Americans had to endure. Right now in Pakistan and Afghanistan they are closing schools left and right and worse shooting at children [Malala]. The horrifying situation is this: currently less than 2% of the girls and women are allowed to go to school. These men are imposing these ridiculous restrictions as good and true to their religion and thereby encouraging ignorance and illiteracy. Depressed, fearful and ignorant people are more malleable to do the bidding of rich and powerful bullies.

Hope
It took until the 1920's for the Irish people to rise up to their oppressors [the British] and I have no doubt that the Pakistani and Afghanistan people will rise up some day to their oppressors [the Taliban is currently supported by the governments of both countries]. Until that day arises we must not succumb to fairy tales of the extreme right wingers in any country. The truth shall set you free, but first you have to know how to read and decipher the truth from fantasy and fiction. 


*all quotes are taken from Thomas Cahill's book unless otherwise noted

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How Did the Irish Save Civilization?

To the Irish, the pope the bishop of Rome successor to Saint Peter, was a kind of high king of the church but like the high king a distant figure whose wishes were little known and less   considered.                                     Thomas Cahill                                                         

The monks of the 5th century believed the Church could be  intellectual and catholic

catholic- [the definition]: broadminded, liberal in thought; inclusive of all.

Those of us who grew up Catholic were told to say, "the holy Roman Catholic Church". After reading Thomas Cahill's How the Irish Saved Civilization  I think it's a crying shame that we were not given more information about the ancient [5th century] Irish Catholics. As opposed to the Romans, these people were truly more catholic: inclusive, intellectual, devoting their life to copying books and educating everyone in their path.

"Bibliotecis sepulcrorum ritu in perpetuum clausis" The libraries, like tombs, were closed forever.                           Ammianus Marcellinus written in the early 5th century

You see, the barbarian hordes invaded the Roman empire and they were uncivilized and illiterate. They had no use for education and especially for books. Those ancient books of the Roman empire were tossed into the fire and then the barbarians destroyed all of the libraries along the way. We see this today, people tend to fear and feel threatened by what they don't understand. One of the reasons that educating the public is so very important. There was no presses in these ancient times and the work fell to the copyist who diligently copied the precious books. By the end of the 5th century the profession of 'copyist' had almost disappeared. Indeed, the libraries were closed like tombs.

According to Thomas Cahill, "Ireland was at peace and furiously copying" all of the books they could get their hands on. "They became Europe's publisher." Also because they were known for their generosity and hospitality, they hosted many thousand of students from all over the European continent who fled into their welcoming monasteries. These students would bring the Irish literacy and learning back to their own countries. Then happily for all of us, the Irish monks began to travel, spreading beyond their own country, setting up monasteries all over Europe.

Would that the Catholic church, as we know it today, had adopted some of the gentler customs formed in the Irish church. Much of the good influence for more civilized customs were introduced in the 4th century because of St. Patrick who was a Roman citizen. He became their bishop. Because Patrick was forced into slavery and then a run away slave, he abhorred slavery. He discouraged that and also the more bloody rituals left over from the Irish pagan back ground. He also encouraged welcome to all travelers seeking their church. Remarkably, the church of Ireland even included women as some of their first bishops [Bridget].

Because the Irish were known for their "heroic hospitality" the monks turned away no one, the true definition of catholic. This was so vastly different from the Roman Catholic's hierarchy who based their religion on favors, wealthy patrons and the exploitation of the poor. So naturally, when these wee Irish monks started to colonize the rural parts of the countries setting up their monasteries, this threatened the bishops. These bishops "lived urbanely, keeping close to the aristocrats" [and the money].

While Rome and its ancient empire faded from memory and a new illiterate Europe rose on its ruins, a vibrant, literary culture was blooming in secret along its Celtic fringe...Europe would never have been able to develop it's great national literature with out the help of the Irish.             Thomas Cahill 

The Irish monasteries in time would become the cities of: Lumieges, Auxerre, Liege, Trier, Wurzburg, Salsburg, Vienna, Bobio, Lucca to name a few. 

Tomorrow, or soon, I will be discussing the lessons that we can learn from these brave monks and the early church.

We owe great thanks for treasured books, saved by the most catholic monks of Ireland

 
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